“with different lives
we sleep in separate beds
we sleep in different countries
while your voice plays in my head
if i had tried
to be smarter than before
would you tell me that you miss me
would you love me even more?”
                  – close to home by blue six

that for sure, wraps up how i feel right now. its so jumbled in my mind. i miss vince so much, but im so happy he is having a fun time in the philippines. and it was extra nice that i got to hear his voice. mm, to me that was just so great. but to top it off, i got to hear paul and rachel’s too, his brother and sister. to me, all five of them, even with his mom and dad (they have their moments), to me they are home. i feel safer with them and happier and overall more liked. mm, i cannot wait to see them.